Looking through old stuff I've found something very important to me: my very ownish canadian emo-socks - an artefact of n. and i.'s beginnings.
These socks stand for our beginning as important human beings for society. Starting to share our great and not so great moments with the world made us the original s. and b. I'd say :)
When I found these socks last week, I really had to think about our past together and - even without deep wanting - I had to think about our future... This is our last year of continiously seeing each other. Even if we sometimes wish that the other wouldn't phone at night (this is for both sides) I have to admit that imagine a life without her is impossible. Every weekend I know that I will see her again and that's a constant part of my life. Like drinking, eating, sleeping it's totally common for me to see her at least 24/5.
But what's next in our life? We will be apart that's clear but I really really need to try maintaining our sisterly connection.
Who if not her should go to brunch with me? Who should get caught by paparazzi if not we? Who should make private photoshoots at the nightly capital of Upper Austria? Who should date stars like JJ² or Diego?
It's just us .. everything else in uncommon and just not possible. So we need each other to reach the top and be the number one. Or at least, I need her.. :)
Conclusion:
spotted, i. writing poetric and lyrical texts about her life with n.
